{"id":548,"date":"2025-07-19T15:08:50","date_gmt":"2025-07-19T15:08:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/?p=548"},"modified":"2025-08-14T12:33:31","modified_gmt":"2025-08-14T12:33:31","slug":"par-milestibu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/2025\/07\/19\/par-milestibu\/","title":{"rendered":"Par M\u012blest\u012bbu"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nesen uzzin\u0101ju, ka viens tuvs \u010doms, pats sen\u0101kais, pietam, tais\u0101s prec\u0113ties. N\u0113, n\u0113, pavisam nopietni! Gredzeni un bildin\u0101jumi, viss k\u0101 piekl\u0101jas, saprotiet. Visai nopietna padar\u012b\u0161ana kur\u0101 iesaist\u012bties, es pat teiktu, ka, neskaitot atva\u0161u uzra\u017eo\u0161anu un nok\u013c\u016b\u0161anu rokenrola slavas z\u0101l\u0113, pati nopietn\u0101k\u0101. Tu solies visu dz\u012bvi tam cilv\u0113kam atdot. Vai, vismaz, vajadz\u0113tu. Par jums zinu, ka san\u0101ks. Galvu \u0137\u012bl\u0101 lieku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>J\u0113zi\u0146, m\u0113s ta\u010du tikko v\u0113l bij\u0101m b\u0113rni. Kosmosa ku\u0123\u012b\u0161os sp\u0113l\u0113j\u0101mies, <a><\/a>dinozauri\u0146us dzen\u0101j\u0101m un s\u0113j\u0101m lokomot\u012bvju vagonus kop\u0101. Bastoj\u0101m krievu valodu, dz\u0113r\u0101m dra\u0146\u0137\u012bgus ali\u0146us un spried\u0101m par smuk\u0101kaj\u0101m meiten\u0113m skol\u0101. Aizbrauc\u0101m uz R\u012bgu un turpin\u0101j\u0101m dzert dra\u0146\u0137\u012bgus ali\u0146us, un aizvien run\u0101j\u0101m par smuk\u0101kaj\u0101m meiten\u0113m skol\u0101. Nem\u0101c\u012bj\u0101mies vairs vien\u0101 skol\u0101, bet vi\u0146as jau ir smukas vis\u0101s. Tik\u0101mies ret\u0101k, un ret\u0101k, un ret\u0101k. T\u0101da jau ir dz\u012bve, laikam. Neesmu \u012bsti dro\u0161s, vai t\u0101 maig\u0101 atsve\u0161in\u0101\u0161an\u0101s notiek labpr\u0101t\u012bgi, vai vienk\u0101r\u0161i neveiksm\u012bgu apst\u0101k\u013cu d\u0113\u013c. Laikam jau mu\u013c\u0137\u012bgi dom\u0101t, ka p\u0101r\u0113jie laikabiedri ir tikpat gatavi cik Tu pavad\u012bt ar\u012b savu visu atliku\u0161o m\u016b\u017eu dzerot s\u016bd\u012bgu alu un p\u013c\u0101p\u0101jot par sku\u0137iem. \u0160\u0137iet, ka pieaugt un main\u012bt priorit\u0101tes v\u0113l neesmu pasp\u0113jis izdar\u012bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u0113tis da\u017ereiz ir iemin\u0113jies ikdieni\u0161\u0137\u0101s sarun\u0101s par saviem jaun\u012bbas draugiem un laikabiedriem. St\u0101sts, bie\u017ei vien, ir visai l\u012bdz\u012bgs &#8211; &#8221;J\u0101, labs d\u017eeks bija, vis\u0101dus s\u016bdus v\u0101r\u012bj\u0101m, tagad miris\/nodz\u0113ries\/\u0101rzem\u0113s.&#8221; Pie sevis alla\u017e nodom\u0101ju, nu k\u0101 tad tik vienk\u0101r\u0161i var pazust cilv\u0113ks, ar ko kop\u012bgi tik daudz podi g\u0101zti. Nez, ko par mani st\u0101st\u012bs b\u0113rn\u012bbas draugi tad, kad manis vairs neb\u016bs. Cerams, ka izst\u0101st\u012bs k\u0101du smiekl\u012bgu gad\u012bjumu, teiks, ka biju l\u0101ga zellis, uz mirkli pasmaid\u012bs, un dz\u012bvos t\u0101l\u0101k. Tas b\u016btu lab\u0101kais epilogs, uz kuru var cer\u0113t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Atminos, ka \u0161ad tad min\u0113ji savu topo\u0161o l\u012bgavu, bet k\u0101 jau viss p\u0101r\u0113jais taj\u0101 laik\u0101, tas slid\u0113ja gar aus\u012bm ar parasto &#8221;tas jau ir tikai \u012bslaic\u012bgi&#8221; domu g\u0101jienu, k\u0101ds ir sekojis visas biju\u0161\u0101s un nebiju\u0161\u0101s br\u016btes. Kur\u0161 tad vairs visp\u0101r st\u0101j\u0101s nopietn\u0101s attiec\u012bb\u0101s? M\u012bl\u0113tas ta\u010du ir biju\u0161as tik daudzas, ka kaut k\u0101d\u0101 reiz\u0113 jau s\u0101c uz pirkstiem skait\u012bt, cik nu vi\u0146as tur bija. Ma\u0137en\u012bt jau negl\u012bti t\u0101 dar\u012bt, katra cilv\u0113kb\u016btne ta\u010du ir no svara taj\u0101, k\u0101ds tad nu Tu beig\u0101s san\u0101c. Cita m\u0101c\u012bja m\u012bl\u0113t citus, cita m\u0101c\u012bja m\u012bl\u0113t sevi, bet atkal cita, ka m\u012bl\u0113t visp\u0101r ir riskanta padar\u012b\u0161ana. Bet m\u0101c\u012bjos, klaus\u012bjos un aizvien atceros. Sl\u012bdu cauri vec\u0101m bild\u0113m un sarakst\u0113m k\u0101 t\u0101ds neatlaid\u012bgs bacilis un marin\u0113jos atmi\u0146\u0101s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ta\u010du, kaut k\u0101du amizantu p\u0101rpratumu gait\u0101 pats esmu non\u0101cis uz sliek\u0161\u0146a, ka b\u016bs jau labi. Vairs neesmu viens. Neatminos vairs, k\u0101 tas bija &#8211; b\u016bt vienam. Viss, kas no t\u0101s smag\u0101s vienpat\u012bbas ir palicis p\u0101ri, ir vien \u0161\u012bs p\u0101ris stundas nakt\u012bs, kad Tu jau guli un es s\u0113\u017eu virtuv\u0113 pie palodzes, malkoju jebko alkoholisku, kas v\u0113l ir palicis p\u0101ri un v\u0113roju nakti. Naktis man pat\u012bk. Tev gan ne. Tu celies agri, parasti tad, kad es beidzot aizmiegu. Tas aizvien nen\u0101kas viegli, ta\u010du ir silt\u0101k. Ziema n\u0101k. Siltumu ta\u010du vajag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Paldies Tev. Paldies, draugi m\u012b\u013cie. Paldies, ka esat devu\u0161i iesp\u0113ju padz\u012bvot j\u016bsu atmi\u0146\u0101s, kaut uz \u012bsu br\u012bdi. Es j\u016bs m\u012blu vair\u0101k, k\u0101 protu par\u0101d\u012bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8221;And if you&#8217;re thinking of me, I&#8217;m probably thinking of you.&#8221;<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8221;Sl\u012bdu cauri vec\u0101m bild\u0113m un sarakst\u0113m k\u0101 t\u0101ds neatlaid\u012bgs bacilis un marin\u0113jos atmi\u0146\u0101s.&#8221;<\/p>","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":431,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_surecart_dashboard_logo_width":"180px","_surecart_dashboard_show_logo":true,"_surecart_dashboard_navigation_orders":true,"_surecart_dashboard_navigation_invoices":true,"_surecart_dashboard_navigation_subscriptions":true,"_surecart_dashboard_navigation_downloads":true,"_surecart_dashboard_navigation_billing":true,"_surecart_dashboard_navigation_account":true,"footnotes":""},"categories":[29],"tags":[28,27],"class_list":["post-548","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dailliteratura-lv","tag-dailliteratura","tag-lv"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/548","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=548"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/548\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1070,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/548\/revisions\/1070"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/431"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=548"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=548"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=548"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}