{"id":546,"date":"2025-07-19T15:05:38","date_gmt":"2025-07-19T15:05:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/?p=546"},"modified":"2025-08-11T23:08:48","modified_gmt":"2025-08-11T23:08:48","slug":"svelme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/virsis.art\/lv\/2025\/07\/19\/svelme\/","title":{"rendered":"Svelme"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Vasaru karst\u0101kaj\u0101s dien\u0101s meitenes pap\u012bra kleit\u0101s virpu\u013co cauri pils\u0113tas iel\u0101m, un es mazliet br\u012bnos, ka vi\u0146as neuzliesmo. T\u0101s nep\u0101rtop pelnos, neiz\u010d\u0101b atmosf\u0113ras spiedien\u0101 un nepaz\u016bd nekurienes valgos. Vi\u0146as aizvien \u0161eit pat grie\u017eas, un grie\u017eas, un grie\u017eas, l\u012bdz slikti paliek. Kop\u0161 pasaules pa\u0161iem pirmss\u0101kumiem, jau pirmatn\u0113jo cilv\u0113ku laikmet\u0101 tika vilktas greizas \u0161v\u012bkas uz sien\u0101m, kas simboliz\u0113ja \u0161o daili. T\u0101 tam b\u016bs b\u016bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Krog\u0101, kur\u0101 patreiz s\u0113\u017eu, atrodams visai eklektisks <a><\/a>kontingents. Vientu\u013cie sirmgalvji, kuri gl\u0101zes stikla atspulg\u0101 cer kaut reizi v\u0113l ieraudz\u012bt jaun\u0101ka v\u012bra seju, cietu\u0161\u0101s atraitnes, kuru likteni k\u0101 ar nazi iegrieza apst\u0101k\u013ci \u0101rpus vi\u0146u pa\u0161u ietekmes, nokl\u012bdu\u0161ie, knapi pilngad\u012bgie, kuri, skaitot atliku\u0161\u0101s vec\u0101ku dot\u0101s naudasz\u012bmes, ir absol\u016bti p\u0101rliecin\u0101ti, ka vi\u0146iem ir nepiecie\u0161ams pielieties, jo cit\u0101di n\u0101ktos samierin\u0101ties ar realit\u0101ti, ka dro\u0161\u012bbas spilvens beidzot ir izlaidis gaisu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mani d\u0101rgie kompanjoni, p\u0101ragri nobriedu\u0161ie un b\u0101rd\u0101s noaugu\u0161ie, kaism\u012bgi str\u012bdas par pasaul\u012bg\u0101m liet\u0101m. K\u0101 pareiz\u0101k dz\u012bvot, k\u0101 vesel\u012bg\u0101k \u0161\u0137iesties ar naudu, k\u0101 \u0101tr\u0101k sasniegt augst\u0101ko orgasmisko baudu, kur pazust \u0161oned\u0113\u013c un kur atrast vakardienu. Ar patiesi m\u0101ksl\u012bgu interesi klausos vi\u0146os, uzturu acu kontaktu, \u0161ad tad viedi pam\u0101ju vai paraucu pieri. Piebilst man nav ko &#8211; kas gan es esmu, lai teiktu, k\u0101 citam pareiz\u0101k dz\u012bvot?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vi\u0146i turpin\u0101s ka\u0161\u0137\u0113ties bezgal\u012bgi. K\u0101ds, dievi\u0161\u0137\u012bgas vai velnsvi\u0146uzina k\u0101das sv\u0113t\u012bbas p\u0113c, \u0161ad un tad pateiks ko t\u0101du, ka visi aizv\u0113rsies uz mirkli. Padom\u0101s, izmals caur pr\u0101ta dzirnav\u0101m, un pat atz\u012bs par labu esam. \u0160ie br\u012b\u017ei, nenoliedzami, man ir pa\u0161i m\u012b\u013c\u0101kie. Tiks uzsaukti n\u0101kamie dz\u0113rieni, sniegti apsk\u0101vieni un uzsitieni p\u0101r plecu, kuri, protams, moment\u0101 iz\u010d\u0101kst\u0113s tikl\u012bdz pien\u0101ks br\u012bdis, kad n\u0101kamais str\u012bd\u012bgais temats tiks izrauts no sava mauzoleja, lai tiktu izs\u016bt\u012bts k\u0101 k\u0101rt\u0113jais attaisnojums kaut k\u0101du tizlu, egotisku attiec\u012bbu risin\u0101\u0161anai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ziniet, teik\u0161u god\u012bgi. \u0160\u012b pieaugu\u0161o dz\u012bve ir tik neizsak\u0101mi garlaic\u012bga priek\u0161 tiem, kuri pa\u0161i par sevi ir necie\u0161ami garlaic\u012bgi. Priek\u0161 kam gan tik trulu dz\u012bvi, kur naktis vienm\u0113r seko dienai? Kur\u0101 taisn\u012bba ir tiem, kuri dom\u0101 pirms dara? Priek\u0161 kam t\u0101du dz\u012bvi, kur\u0101 pap\u012br\u0101 ieskautas meitenes vairs neko\u0137et\u0113 ar uguni? Lab\u0101k k\u013c\u016bd\u012bties. 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